I honestly don't think anyone talks about how fucking numb you can feel.
I'm under no illusion that being numb is any easier or worse than feeling, but fuck me it's not nice.
I saw Vanessa today and she really helped, It was a good session but I did just feel that it was just my voice talking, not me.
It's like i stepped out of who I was.
I've felt that the whole of today, last night was really hard. I was struggling.
I feel so disconnected and I have no energy.
I don't know where I belong, I feel I've lost my identity.