I was calm yesterday, I was OK.
But now I don't, I have cut myself after messages from my boss and the director.
A password isn't known for a server and they need access to it, I went from my house (Liverpool) to my parents (spalding, Lincolnshire) for this weekend to chill and now that's fucking ruined.
I now have to go all way back up north to Liverpool and fix this shit and then go back to Corby on Tuesday early morning.
I know they will blame me but a part of me is certain that I didn't fuck up, then a part of me is questioning this.
I'm just so fucking done. I don't know if I can even trust myself. I know I fucking can't, I'm useless.