I've wirtten a post I'd really like to post on social media, not to gain attention. No fucking way!!
But to be honest, like be really fucking honest. I hate people knowing me without knowing the full picture. I hate people knowing me with me knowing that they are missing a huge piece of me.
Yes, I know no one needs to know my business but why should I have to hide this?
Whether I like it or not I’ve hid something so personal for a long time, it’s eaten me up at times and it’s without a doubt a huge fucking part of me.
What happened changed the way I think, it changed the way I felt about humans as a whole, it changed the way I saw the world and it changed the way I saw myself.
I’m getting there. I have good days and bad days, even days where I question a lot of things but I know I’ve came a long long way and even longer over the past 5 years.
But I’m proud of where I am.
I refuse to hide from what happened because I have no reason. I was sexually abused. There it is.